hello everyone! this is incredibly fucking hard on me, and this journal WILL BE TRIGGERING.
i dont know if i'll be able to keep this up, it has taken me years to even start to cope with what happened to me, but thsi woman is still on deviantart and she still talks to children and i found out through some of her friends she still roleplays rape/CSA/etc and mentions me and references me towards them and its horrifying.
so stop now if you cant deal with CSA, grooming, etc. THIS IS EXTREMELY GRAPHIC.as you all know i am a 20 year old trans man, and this event dates back to when i was 13 years old
my life has been ruined because of this, and i